Sometimes, you're the bad sheep.

I am finding that more and more, I am the bad sheep. What is it that I do, exactly? I don't do anything. Why? I don't know. I want to be Jane Grais. That is what I want.

She is not Lady Gaga or Lily Allen. She is not Elton John or Harry Connick Jnr, but she is just as amazing. She is not  Bettie Page or Sofia Vegara but she is just as beautiful and full of life. I know that she is inside of me, I can feel her. I need a catalyst so that my real self can come back. I hope I find me again and then I can stop being so whiny on the internet and start being amazing again.